Wrong decision!

Argh!

Wrong decision! Wrong feeling! Wrong person!

Dont touch me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shit!! My heart trembling very fast man!!!

But i knw..

Its NOT TRUE! Am juz crazy for a LITTLE while only XD

Kay! 

Whole week join volunteer work in fo tang.

Nd to get up VERY EARLY in the morning. 

Honestly, i wish to go there.

Hate staying at home.

BORED!

Ohya, the feeling is disappear. 

Or should I say is LOST?

Ermmm....

I cant figure it out!

Wow.. 

Like singing song man..

haha LOL XD

Aiyo..

Dun misunderstand plsssssssssss!!!!!

ARGH!!!

I juz wanna meet u.

But it doesn't mean I LIKE U

LOL... 

Not tat easy ==

Receive his message today.

Wat Happy Holiday?

I hate ya sms me! 

STOP!!!

DELETE IT!

KILL U!! CHEH!

Argh!!! Wo de xin hen luan hen luan ahhhhhh!!! XDXD

 

FML!!!

Argh!!!
Very the pain ah!!!!
Ohmaigawd!!!
Nd to do operation to take it out!!!
SHIT!!!

I dun wanna b without u EAR!!!
Help me pls..
I scare pain T_T


Ohya, am not going to join the volunteer work.
Kena reject!
Funny.
Unbelievable.
No expect will go n join again.
I thought everything goes fine.
Really disappointed to u guys.
Got heart than enough.
Summore Nd "certificate"
HAHA!!!!!

Oh NOOO!!!
Is time to face it T_T

我很闷！！！！

期待当义工的日子

时间快点过吧~~~ XD

想念

没有什么事重要过我的怡陵和可欣
无可否认
本人真的很想念你们啊!!!!!!
快三个月了啦..
哈哈
有人快等不及啦
生日礼物在这
不耐烦了吧..
XDXD
对了，
怡陵小姐今天火气很大厚?
加油吧!!
你要的话, 我买十本给你都可以啦
干吗受气了??
真是的xS
可欣小姐,
本人知道您不会来这
但是也要对你坦白
本人等不及你的礼物啊!!!
想着你会送什么样的啊?
有你们的回忆才是完美的
一起加油吧!!
我们共同的梦想，一定能实现!!

OH YESSSSSSS!!!

U knw wat????
My exam is OVER!!!!
Duhhhhhh~ Waiting & suffering for three weeks.. Finally FINALLY ITS OVER!!!
Yeah!!!! *high 5* ppl~
But the result.. Err.. Errm..
Haiz!! Dun care 1st lorrr XD
Its time for relax!!
Sum1 decide where to go pls XD
teeeheeehee
The day after exam is really REALLY HAPPY!!!!
Is going to ditch for next week, next next week..
Oh ya, still got 1 sub..
PJK!!! Wahahahahahaha.. Who care?? XD

1 more thing!
I found something really.. err.. OLD? Or should i say outated?
Pls larr.. Wan Scold then scold larr.. Dun dare then shut ur mouth up ==
Really beh tahan those who alwys talk bad behind ppl..
Summore everyday! Wan Crazy oso dun come infront of me.. LAME!!

SKIP

Oh Yess!!! I'm so happy tat i found out his car num..
Janice, I'll tell u nxt year
Oh yess.. NXT YEAR!!! Ngek ngek
Big big shocked XD

Its so cool when sum1 come infront of me n let me scold
keep doing like dis larr IDIOT
:D

Okay!! Its time for me to play......  Cant stop ohmaigawd!!
time really past so fast.. is TOO FAST..
But good! :D

想念

怎么办呢?
开始有点想念了
一年了..
不记得我了吧?
这样也好.. 省点心吗..
呵呵
最近 看着他  怎么会越来越像他了呢?
糟糕啦.
他会是代替品呢
我不要
这只会让我更痛苦
啊! 别误会
我没有要回头的意思
就像雪梨说的, 谁会吃回头草?
过了 就算见到 又能怎么样？
我相信了  可是太迟了
几个月了? 我也忘了
你更不用说  哈哈
多愚蠢啊
连FB都不敢加  好笑吧
我可没有那么大的勇气
曾经
每有曾经了
因为已经遗忘了
至于他吗   我没想那么多
谁会记得他?
不懂还会不会再见?
你伤了吗?  我看不到哦
你承认了   我也看不到
有太多事是我看不到的
而且在我生日那天你第一句话   足够让我理解
朋友对你的重要性
也在当时
你对我而言只不过是一个普通的朋友而已
不要道歉  我承受不起
没有你的出现我会更快乐
我的话你无需相信
因为能在你身边的人不是我  是你的朋友
别误会了  我没有你想象中这么受伤
对于某些人的破坏嘛
他自己知道就好
噢 对了,  我不能否认我是讨厌他们的
我真的很讨厌!!!!!
对你说也没用
呵呵
失去了 我就不会再拉回的

Still

Yeahahaha!!

Bigbang again huh!! XD

No choice. am really addicted :D

Last farewell :)

Oh Noooooooo!!!!!!

Tell me goodbye

Oh!!!! I'm dead.

G-Dragon!!!!!!!! Duhhhhhh....

Again & again-2pm haha

Freaking nice XD

Ohmaigawd!!!!!!!!

I feel hot from my heart to my head!!! Is going to explode!!!! Run run run~~~

Am really want to scold bad words!! Shit. I knw i cant. Fine. T_T

Argh!!!!! Wanna slap u u U U!!!! Shiatttt!!!

OMG!! result worst than me still wanna said i copy urs?? I knw i'm nt at good as them thou ==

Pls look urself infront of the miror b4 u say others ppl!

Shit on ur mouth~Booooooo!!!!!! F*ck off pls...

Fine.

Dun care dy.

two more papers to go.

Bio & physic.

Must score man.

Must!! MUST!!!

Grab my book,

STUDY!!!! Bye :D

Exam-ING!!

OMG!!! I hate exam season..

Everybody is holding their LOVELY book n study..

No one look relax except me ==!!!

LOL

Okay, I'm here to wish all 4 sc 2 can gt a GOOD Result!!

Especially Behind de!! Fighting!!! XD

G-DRAGON is the BEST!!!!!!! :D

Oh shit.

I'm sick :(

Today absent :)

go Peri for Chemist tuition & ofcuz wanna meet my fren!! LOL.. XD

Handsome Lee Call me yesterday!!

Dude, Happy Birthday ya~ :D

Wish u happy alwys & Good Luck in ya EXAM!!!!

FIGHTING!! :)

Go away eh eh eh eh

Go away eh eh eh eh

Go away eh eh eh eh

Saw his profile.

Nth actually.

Cant believe he is on9-ing.

add me? Reject :)

approve? Dream pls :)

LOL. Speechless :(

Cant stop using those symbol.

ahhh!! He is joking. I knw!

Juz let me live in the past pls T-T

Raining.

I hate it. No reason.

Juz hate it :)

G-dragon!!!! Haiz.

BigbaNG! Come M'sia pls :D

Buy buy buy buy buy their ALBUM!!!!!! RM+++ $_$

hehheh XD

Opps, I'm so sleepy now :D

G9 :)

什么才是辛苦? 什么是累?

我想, 我到现在还不知道吧..

在这两个星期里, 没出过街, 连补习也没得去了..

很多人问我.. 怎么没去做义工啊? 放假没去那里玩吗?

说到放假..

在七月份考试时, 我一直在想要快点到九月放假.. 一直想, 拼命想..

还说好要去当义工.. 还有去雪梨家..

呵呵! 到九月时, 很兴奋的拿下旅行包, 很兴奋得打电话给淑仪, 很兴奋得告诉朋友我要去当义工了, 很兴奋到晚上也睡不着..

听过希望越大失望越大吗??

总就逃不过的..

爸爸在我去当义工的前一天进了医院.. 危险性的中风

那一天是星期四.. 爸爸在急救室时留下了眼泪..

我知道他后悔了.. 可是还是发生了

虽然是没有人希望发生可是是我们大家预料的..

我和妈妈都希望他可以在星期一之前出院

可是就是不能.. 就在当时, 我取消一切活动

不能走路, 失禁, 吃饭需要我来喂, 吃药需要人在旁边看..

还记得第一次喝那些药时, 爸爸把全部水从口里扑过来..

我的衣湿了一点.. 我没怪他.. 只是拿几张tissue帮他擦嘴

在半夜睡觉时, 爸爸总是喜欢把我叫醒.. 呵呵!!

第一天还好, 到了第二天, 我真的忍不住发起脾气了

半夜三点多, 护士进来时, 爸爸说要坐起来..

我没理他.. 我真得很累!! 护士让他坐起来了.. 就这样他坐了两个小时..

我现在很后悔.. 其实在那两个小时里, 他一直看着我.. 也被冷气吹了两个小时..

我的心忍不住了.. 跳起来, 扶他上床.. 他, 向我说了对不起

我没回答.. 我跑进厕所, 哭了..

到了星期二, 他坚持出院..

回到家.. 坦白说, 有点麻烦

几天之后, 我习惯了.. 爸爸无论要做什么都会喊我的名..

有时我会嫌烦.. 有时又很开心的陪他

很多人说这是给我培福的好时机.. 也说明了我该感谢爸爸给我这个机会孝顺他

可是有时候, 我还会嫌烦呢

有一次, 爸爸小便在痰桶时, 因为右手不能动所以小到地上都是尿..

他喊了我的名字，[阿文啊~ 来帮我抹好吗?]

我一脸不爽的看着他.. 他很虚弱的对我说, 对不起啊~ 不要生气啊~ [我又哭了..]

每天晚上他都会对我说, 文啊, 今晚陪爸爸睡好吗? 我拒绝了

昨天他对我说, 今天陪我睡啦.. 一下下就好了.. 等我睡了你再走好不？

我说好吧.. 你睡吧.. 我就在你旁边

其实我知道他很寂寞, 很需要人陪.. 这是一个老人的心声..

我... 开始了解到了!

有人问我, 你这样照顾爸爸辛苦吗? 我只回答, 有人比我还辛苦呢..

所以当我真正的问自己辛苦吗? 说真的.. 我也不懂.. 有时, 我还觉得自己很幸福呢.. 傻了吧==|||

那你们, 辛苦吗?

Bigbang!!

OMG!!!!!

Addicted to big bang!!! B to the I to the G (Bang Bang) XD

OMG!!! I cant stop my GODDDD!!!!

G-Dragon is sooooo hotttttt!!!! XD

TOP's eyes killing me!!!

Ohmaigawd!!!!

Wanna buy big bang's album !!!

MONEY!!!!!! :D

[LOL!! I am so damn hyper when typing dis post :D]

Damn cool man.

Oh yessss!!! U knw wat??!!

He talk wit me juz now!! \\^_^//

He Come from china.. Haha!!

Chi sin de me..==

Monday is coming!! Get ready to skul!! Oh yeah! Bye :D

:S

Painting!!!

Woah~~ My very 1st time!! XD

Painting my house.. hehhehh!!! Oh yessssss!!! Change my room's colour! Change everything!! New room :D Ah boooooo~~~~ SienxxxzzZZ~ ==

Wear new spec.. I knw very ugly B-)

Hmm........... Holiday is going to the end! D:

Start my skul life again.. Haiz! SienxxZZ!! D:

Argh!! SienxzZ!!

Dizzy =S

又是医院

这次去医院的不是家人..

是本小姐本人!!

是很怕啦.. 没办法咯~ 唉~

原来我的脚是个缺陷.. 呵呵

医生说如果不动手术就要等两三年才会好.. 该等吗？

对了, 本小姐的右眼就来要盲了咯..

我的病好象是比较严重!!

还是别想太多比较好啦.. 加油吧 :S

刚刚听到不懂是猫头鹰还是乌鸦的叫声..

希望不是乌鸦..

佛主啊~ 我家发生的是够多了.. 该停止了吧!

求你了~ :(

我想..

嘿嘿.. 今天过得极其普通..

就照顾爸爸, 玩电脑.. 很闲下..

可是厚!! 今天来了一个脚低按摩的医生.. 他是来帮我爸爸的..

可是他过后又有帮我"check"一下.. 知道他说什么吗?

他说我的右眼可能会看不到哦.. 是先天性的.. 难怪我右眼看不到字

妈咪说等爸爸好点再带我去医院检查..

[如果是真的话, 我该怎么办呢? :S]

算了.. 我本来就是这么多病的.. 可是本人不想被针插这里插那里..

对了!! 刚刚就是试下扎针结果都抖着出来..

噢.. 别搞咯~ 还是别去比较好.. XD [我疯了我~]

嗯!! 爸爸恢复得很快.. 虽然还是很弱可是比预期中好很多了咧!! 加油吧!! 妈咪也是~:)

突然觉得自己肩上越来越重了..

我可以熬出来吗? 唉~ 加油吧..

-珍惜身边的人.. 尤其是年迈的父母:)-

Day in the hosp

Oh yay!!! My father FINALLY discharge from the hospital..

Wat a good experience for me! Learnt many things such as helping him wake up from the bed, feed him.. bla bla bla.. SERIOUSLY tired!! ==

My father ah!!! Kinda noisy de lorr~ He wanna slp during daily time n WAKE UP in the middle of the night!!!!!!! I cant slp at all.. Its really make me damn angry!!! But wat to do.. he is ma father ==||| Actually he very pity de.. Every morning need to eat 10 tablets for blood flow n circulation.. summore need to injection & do rehabilitation.. x(

[Pls get away from my life!!! -Darkness-]

Whole holiday need to spend at home n hosp.. Haiz!!! Who can help me huh??!!!!!!! DAMN!

Hospital

LOL~ Hospital again.. God ah god!! Y?? Go hospital like balik rumah edy!! :(

Haiz.

I plan to go charity work from tomolo until nxt week de..

But now.. Need to postpone to nxt mon!

God bless him pls.. I really hate to go hospital!!!! Almost 9 times my family admit to the hospital..

father, mother, brother.. No one escape except me n my 2nd bro..

Y should b like this?

Damn!! Really feel so sienz man!!! Sit at the hospital from 8 o'clock in the morning until night! 12 hours!! I really hate to c him cry bcuz of pain!! Cuz my heart feel so pain too ==||

God ah god!! Lepas us larr. Can?! :'(

True & false

Wat is the true & Wat is the false

Haha!!! New JV!! Today so damn annoying leh... Keep disturb Jana.. Until she wanna scream~ Ooh hahahahaha... am so happy without reason.. Juz feel very very very happy...

Oh yessss!!! Holiday is coming.... Happy~~ But I'm not going to stay at home.. hehh~ Join volunteer work from 4 sep to 12 sep.. Whole week! But i need to cancel all tuition wor~~ Dunno wanna choose which 1 leh~ :( heyaiz... xD

Pls b cool... Pls... My heart keep trembling when i receive his message.. Ohmygod!! I'm so gonna die.. Pass edy larrr!! Stop thinking lorr.. My hand so itchy lerr.. Itchy until i sent a message to him! OMG!! So malu eh....... But i hope he will reply me.. ==|| [go die larr]

Oh yess again!!! Tomolo national day!!! "Pray".. Peace n fair country~ :)

hahahaha~~~ If u say out, i will forgive u :D

The only One ;)

Shoooo Shoooo~

Ohmaigawd!!! xD

I'm juz cant stop thinking of him!!!! Damn me.. I should not pick up his call.. T____T

I miss his voice.. xD [Dun kill me pls] Wheee~

I trust u with my soul.. So wat?! V cant do anything! ==|| After SPM larr.. If i'm still have the feeling~ == xDDD

Yay!!! Everything back to normal.. No more argument, fighting btw us~ [i means my fren]

Oh ya, Moon said my cake very nice~ :D TQ ya~

heheh~~ I'm so damn hyper!!! =D

Yesterday went dinner wit my mum at [dunno wat name] hotel.. Very expensive but not nice~ Boo~ T___T

Talk non-sense wit my uncle! He keep insult me.. Wat a good uncle!! Malu sia~ T_T But everybody laugh so happily.. Worth it worth it~ xD

-I'm not gonna fall for u again.. Dun care true or false.. I juz ignore tat-

B happy!!!! YJV!!! U can do it!!!

Last, I wanna Thank Michelle[nice card], Ah Goh[chocolate], Carmen[dunno wats tat]-but i like it! Especially the panda! ==, Janice [ 2PM's sticker n cards], Moony[card n 书签] , my sister in-law [Angpau- two green green de], n many many.. xD

Happy Birthday To Myself~~ xD

LOL!!! I cant believe the 1st ppl who wish me was U!! CJH!! Lol.. Whole night cannot slp! Tat was my 1st time pick up ur phone.. Wat do u think when i pick up ur call? Unexpected rite?! LOL.. I was so damn cool on tat time.. [Actually, my hand keep shaking n i feel damn cold!] When u spoke the 1st word, my heart keep trembling == Haha!!! WTF am i talking abt?! xDDD heheh~ Na... Later Janice kill me xD LOL!!!! When i receive ur message, i was like, Hmm.. Is tat u?! N i look at the hp num, OMG!!!! Is u!!!??!!! xDDDDD But i reply so damn rude rite?! Wat to do?!

Aduiiiii~ I really really really "sam sui liu" [心碎了].. LEE SOO JUNN & TAN JUN KIT!!! Forget my b'day!!!! T___T My b'day is 27!! Not 28~~~ T___T

Suan liao.. dun talk bout it~

Oh ya, my brother promise me to buy Jay Chou's new album!! Cool man~~ :D I'm waiting ya~

- Moon moon n Janice come to my house-

LOL.. TQ very much ah~~ Moon!!!!! I'm very cold!!! U grab my blanket~~ T___T

I woke up in the middle of night n went to my mum's room to take another blanket.. So sorry to janice... I think she is the 1 who get cold~ Sorry :(

heheh~ I wont throw the paper tat stick on my cupboard.. is a good memory :D

U knw wat? I LOVE U GUYS!!! Ofcuz my MUMMY too~ :D

信任

呵呵.. 最近发生了一些很好笑的事.. 如果这么讨厌的话就说出来吧.. 反正我已习惯看你脸色

我坦白地说,

其实当我收到那封信时, 我真得没有想什么.. 我以为撕了, 丢进垃圾桶就算了.. 偏偏就是不能.. 很多人围了过去.. 有的在背后取笑, 有的在演戏, 有的在好奇.. 你们又想过我的感受么??对了,其实我对你们来说并不重要..一点也不~本人即不聪明又不好看连思想也很幼稚．．知道为什么我要交给老师么？知道子慧的开始是从这里的吗？我是怕有人要陷害我走上那条路.. 呵呵~ 没有人知道我到底是个怎样的人..

关于那个女生, 他误会了我的意思.. 因为我真得没想到原来是自己的朋友在开心.. 我怕失去老师对我之前的信任.. 因为ZH的关系, 我要变得很乖.. 在老师面前, 从来没顶过嘴.. 也没有什么问题.. 我以为有人要玩我.. 也真的认为是那个女生的朋友.. 我看了PY的blog才知道自己怪错人.. 我昨天已经向他道歉了.. 而且我只是告诉他那封信在我收到之后后果会很糟因为班上有很多pengawas.. 还有, 如果有什么事就一起见老师因为是她送信的.. 没想到就这几句话会带来这么多困难啊~ 不知道他说了什么.. 总之是我的错就对了..

朋友之间的信任.. 也许和你们不需要吧..

是我太过分了.. 对不起

I found the way to let u leave I really never had it coming

Pls help me to get out from this hellish place

If this is a dream, hurry, wake me up.

Pls say tat everything were a lie

pls say it, say it to me, so that i could live

If i force myself to love someone else, will i live again? :S

Fill my heart wit a song

I want u back, wan u back in to my life

- Everything in my life were juz a lie, except my family n KX, YL -

是我太差了?

选错了路？

进错了地方？

以前狂妄自大的我, 从来没被任何人忽略过

低声下气感受的只有寂寞

看着每一个人都比自己好十倍

每天都在想, 我选错了吗?

我到底是个怎样的人啊?

总觉得自己很令人讨厌

今年吧 快乐是因为谈的话题都很好笑

没有一个真正能听我说一切我想说的

我开始怀念去年 从没尝试过寂寞

现在总觉得自己在配合别人过生活

不敢生气, 伤心

无论有多悲伤也只能挂着微笑 那个微笑要多假有多假

每次听到的都是一些满多烦恼的话题

总觉得大家都在互相利用 这种生活我好怕呢

每天都在想何时会被人冷落 好的时候可以很好 可是都是表面的

有谁真正的去了解身边的人到底要什么

我不是埋怨 这只是我的心声

看到雪凌, 佩渝他们.. 每天开开心心的下课, 大家每天都混在一起, 说的话总有回应..

呵呵.. 想起去年!! 我们每天都在比赛 可是现在, 我再怎么追也追不到..

我真得很差

生气 伤心 呵呵 不过我也觉得小丑这工作也满适合我的

论样貌, 身材.. 呵呵~ 都能娱乐大众! 多好~ :)

也许我本来就并不适合吧

选择了就只能往前走 绝对不能往后退

寂寞的路 等待着我

希望有一天我能真正的发自内心对你们微笑 呵呵~

那片彩虹, 那个他

酷吧?!我自己想的哦.. x)

他... 真的好久没有联络了.. 会得到他的祝福吗?

对了对了!!!!今天厚!! 那个SEJ的QUIZ啊.. 一直提那个该死的KEDAH噢.. OMG!!一听到那两个字我就马上画X了.. 谁知到今天那么幸运.. 对14个! 我不想上台拿奖啊... 希望有人对完啦.. 呵呵~ 好吧! 其实重点是我真得很讨厌哪个地方.. 嘿嘿! 画X就对到完.. 不错不错~看来ANTI它也是明智的选择..让我有更多好运~ 嘻嘻 ^_^

补习时,
厚~有两个啊~吃霸王餐啊!!! HUH?! 吴冰夷小姐... 还有一个!!! 刘雪莉小姐!!! 你们哦.. 下个星期一定挖光你们的金!! xP

还有还有~ 别忘了还有两天哦 呵呵~ 好期待! xD

-现在是凌晨00:00- 是时候回国啦~BYE :)

I never forget u :)

Last message from u : Good Luck

GOOD LUCK?! 你很好笑哦~ 还跟我讲Good luck~ 呵呵~ 因为你的一句话, 本小姐竟然惹祸上身!!! 本来不想再提了.. 可是厚!!!!! 我就是不爽别人利用我!!! 怎样?? 欺负我住得够远是吗??! OMG!! 那里可以酱的.. 我从来没遇过这样的人咯!! 我说了几百遍 -本人不单纯-!!!! 什么都是你们讲的... 够够力咯!!! 转过来讲我.. 你们不会不好意思的吗??!!不是我要提的咯~ 是"不小心"看到某人在fb, blog讲一大堆大道理!!!说什么一开始就相信她~~ annah~ 你讲完咯~ 明明跟我说一大堆是非.. 现在说我在搞事!! 小姐们, 我很的空啊?? 三不识七!!我搞你们做么??最讨厌别人利用我!!利用我做事还好.. 最气的是竟然拿我来证明你们的友情有多坚固!!要我post你说过什么吗??!! 不要说我搞事!! 我杨景文一生人最讨厌的就是被人侮辱!! 我有父母的.. 我生出来不是给你们酱恶搞的.. 我不是你所谓的那种人!!! 那种人只有在你们那种地方才会出现!! 你们啊... 很够力咯!!! 说我说到酱.. 好像我很的空没事做酱.. 我非常严肃地告诉你们 : 利用朋友是最卑鄙的手法!! 旁人看了都怕你们!! 做人不要酱自私!!如果没胆坦白告诉对方的错也不能利用别人来传话!! 人家也是无辜的!! 讨厌死了!!

坦白告诉你们这些人 : 我并不单纯!! 不要再说我单纯!!! 我不是那种被骗了还帮你们数钱的人!! 你们才是单纯!! 这种卑鄙的手段...... 我告诉你.... 非常幼稚！！！！ 无聊！！！！ 你们可以不用读书了!! 出来演戏啦. 以为我很好欺负啊？？！！ 吃屎吧!!! [ 本人真的爆发啦 ] !!!!!!! 顶不顺啊!!! 笑死我啦~~~~~ ==|||

- Dis is my blog! I can write anything i wan!! I can express my feeling wit any words!! If u dun like, PLS F*CK OFF~ :)-

我喜欢你的眼 看着我的眼

我喜欢你的脸 贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手 牵着我的手

我喜欢你的口 吻着我的口

时间在改变 你不要改变

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想

就这样继续爱下去

时间在改变 你不要改变

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想

就这样继续爱下去

结束了

他向我道歉.. 朋友却告诉我这是个陷阱.. 唉~ 因为她的关系, 我应该是很出名了咯[坏的方向]..

不懂咧?! 他说是他们突然插进我的生活.. 的确弄乱了我的生活!活了十六年第一次遇到这么complicated de relationship.. 不管相信谁, 到最后都是我的错... 之前的, 信誓旦旦的向我保证很多事.. 也告诉我很多事.. 可是到最后也突然翻过来了... 哈哈... 全部都像在演戏一样.. 对不起真得可以换回一切吗?? 我的名誉?? 明明可以很单纯的做朋友, 可是突然越搞越复杂.. 还突然说是我搞出来的!! 我能不生气吗?? 你们真得很会利用人咯... 利用我来证明你们的友情有多坚固啊?? 还可以把一切转过来说.. 明明没有做过, 明明都是听你们两方说的, 明明我讲的都是你们告诉我的.. 为什么到最后是我的错阿??这真得让我觉得认识你们真是我这辈子最笨的决定咯..如果不认识你们, 这一切都不会发生..唉~~ 我的名誉阿... 我真的怕了咯.. 我有这么容易被你们利用吗?? 够力咯. . 应该是我住到够远．．　可是我就是不要背着黑锅嘛！！！！！　我不是坏女人咧！！！　我的名誉啊～～　没得救了啦．．　

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今天一去到学校就听到前几天发生了什么事..够力咯!! 我真的不懂该怎么面对.. 是我的错.. 可是我就是不懂怎么开口道歉嘛... 够力咯.. 我不应该生病的咯.. 不然我早就还了啦.. 欠打厚? LOL~

哈哈.. 今天也听到一些朋友对我说一些伤心事.. 唉~ 人生没得重来.. 唯有珍惜一切~ 这是我的"听评".. 毕竟我真的有很多事没经历过.. 加油吧~ :)

Happy Birthday To my Dear WONG YI LING!!!! OMG!!! 19 years old edy!!! Haha!!!

Wish u good luck in ur STPM!! Gah yaw~ :)

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最近真的是... 无缘无故被人利用!!明明是他先开始.. 现在又无端端变成我的错!!好想post完所有东西去FB咯!!! 真是的!! 无聊到... 那边的人真的是戏看太多了吧? 变脸像换衣这样快!! 可以把所有事情推到别人身上然后去证明他对朋友的友情是多么坚固.. 你是不是妒嫉啊?? 告诉你吧!! 不管你怎样做都好, 以后一定会有报应的!!! 幼稚, 白痴的人才是你吧!!! 要不是他在那边,我才不会这样在意呢!! 我这一辈子都不会去KEDAH了啦!!!烦死了...==|||

OMG!! Fine!! As junn said, dun argue wit those USELESS ppl!!! Such an eyesore! God Damn It!!!

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Yeah babe~ I'm going skul tomolo! Get ready pls~ Wheeeee~ Haha xD

I can forget everything when meet u guys.. Woohooo~

OMG!!! Bio, Add maths.. yerr~ Need to complete my hw liao..

Chao 1st~ boobye~

Oh ya, dis is my last post For those Moron~ x)

SUNNY TAN!!

Y u dun dare to put my name?! U dare to scold me in FB rite?! DOUBLE FACE BITCH!!!

Talented in create story & oso acting rite?! U said i'm foolish hor?! pls look at urself b4 u scold others ppl!!! Who started the conversation 1st?! Damn u man!!! U wanted to act u dunno everything rite??!! HAHA!!!!! IMPOSSIBLE!!! I wont b so stupid go n admit is was my wrong!!! U dare to wrote me on ur blog!! Dun think i'm easy to get bully!! GET LOST LARRR!!!!!!

My Birthday is coming!!!!

Get ready pls~ wakaka! :D'

LOL... This few days really get annoyed by sumbody!! I wonder why fren can betray fren! & Why they can pretend nth infront of their fren!! & Y!! Must include me?! I'm not as free as u!! Lol~ Stop dis stupid action!! Juz stay away from me if u dislike me~ &!! Pls dun try to USE me!!! I'll fight till u die~ God Damn it!!! U guys too free izit?!! No homework to do ah?! Free till u guys play dis LAME game!!! WTF!!!! Hate u man~ [ Actually v can b fren 1, but since u wan to break my rules! So! F*ck Off Pls~] == I'm not tat free to c u acting!!!

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Lol~ It should b a happy post.. But i'm really dun have the "happy feel" at all~ LOL!!

-Ignore-

Nah!!! I miss Sarah Leong Ke Xin & Ms Wong Yi Ling!!!!!!!!!!!

Yerrrrr~ I wan to meet u guys larr~ Y today class cancel?! If not, V can eat together, talk together, "slp" together, fight together & laugh together!!! Lol~ I really cant live without u guys! Nah... Yi ling!! Dun too happy huh!! xDDD Pls laugh inside ur heart! Kaka~ :D

Tomolo Mon again!!!!!! Dun forget ya~ My birthday is COMING!!!!! 19 more days to ga~ Whee!!! xDDDD

Because of you - After school ~ Lyrics on screen (ROM/ENG)

After skul!! The only song i feel nice~ xD

真得很烦

为什么要这样做呢??不是说大家是朋友吗??为什么要玩这无聊的游戏啊??为什么你们酱想知道我和他的关系啊??他都已经不在意我了... 你们一直提只会让他觉得很烦!!而且我并没有和你说过吧... 好啦!!!现在又突然跟我说你什么都不知道... 那个S又跟我说你做了什么.. 拜托!!!我该信谁呢??你们弄到我很烦呢.... 唉~~ 如果你们两个骗我都是有目的的话, 那请停止吧!!! 很无聊... 我的朋友都觉得你们戏看太多或你们老师没给功课所以太得空?!!哎哟~~其实 明明就没事的, 是你们要把事情搞到这样.. 明明可以单纯的做朋友, 也是你们搞到越来越复杂!!! 算了吧... 我真得很失望啦.. 没想过会有人这样乱说我.. 也对"他"感到抱歉.. 不应该认识他的朋友~ 这已经是他的困扰了.. 真得很对不起!!! 原以为事情过了就算了.. 怎知突然又被人说!! 算了啦....

我正式宣布 : 我 YJV, 和 CJH 没有任何关系!!!

也和你们这些人说 : 你们可以停止提到我吗? 我不想再出现在他的生命里!当着不认识我吧~ ==

我选者谁都不信!!! 我回到我的生活, 你们也... 我不想再当朋友了... 很烦!! 对不起

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Get ur own life pls... :)

~BACK TO MY WORLD~

I'm so gonna miss her babe~ woohooo~ :D

Janice : U dare to damn me ah?!! Kick ur ass~~ xD

Moon Moon : U siao siao oh?!! Haha! U memang banyak cakap!!! xD [dun try to EMO]

Sara : Pls b happy wit ur Ehem.. Glad to c ur sweet face~ :S

Peng Yee : Take care of ur body pls.. Stop eat egg, peanut&oso COLD WATER!!!!! :@

Jia Chi : Oiiiii~ pls continue let me cabut ur hair~ xD

Chian Ni : Lol.. Thxx too~ xD

Lychee : Oh my lychee.... Pls dun b so blur kay?! HAHA

U guys really AWESOME!!! Damn like u guys~~ xD Smile pls~ :)

FreeeeeDom!!!!!!! XD

Cool man :D

V finish our exam!!! Last paper---> Physic! Cool! Many ppl slp ya! :D Buahahahaha~I should capture a pic! Hmm... Imma going to watch the drama tat introduce by michelle & jia chi! Gu junpyo Fans!! Wheee~ ^^ LOL!

Saw him today! Feel soooo Err.. Cant describe my feeling! Not really happy but still happy! LOL! Wat am I talking abt?! Dun care dun care~ Janji I happy! :)

Start my Ketua Disiplin job now!!! Must b tegas!! Many ppl said i'm a Ketua Disiplin yg paling nakal! Even the teacher oso said i'm naughty!! Cuz i like to make ppl angry?! LOL~ Dis call nakal meh?! I like to smile, laugh~ If i'm serious, tat means i'm in bad mood lorr~ :D So!! I must change my expression now! I should smile when i'm not happy & serious when i'm happy! Tat's good! :D

Oh ya, Happy Birthday to Choy Moon Moon!!!!!

U old edy ya! Must b more mature!!!

Moon said i have a look tat make ppl wanna talk wit me?! Oh? Really?! LOL! & dis is the reason she cannot concentrate on her study when sitting bside me! Good alasan huh! == Sendiri yg cakap TERBANYAK!! :S

I found the way to let u leave

I never really had it coming

I cant believe the sight of u

I wan u to stay away from my heart

by MC Mong =D

I like nikhun!!! Nikhun Nikhun! :)

COME BACK!!!

LOL~ Tomolo start exam!!! Gosh~ I cant focus on my study!!! Really... Addicted to FB is really satu kesalahan tat can cause me die man~ Keep FB-ing.. Sit in front of the comp.. I look u , u look me?! For wat actually? Meaningless~ Damn me... STOP FB!!! But i cant... T__T

Imma feel like wanna bcum lessbian eh?! Lessbian eh~~ God! Wat am i thinking?! Brainless==

Joking nia ==|||

I found his fb last few day... Ya! I admit i gt view his profile everyday I on fb.. LOL! I really dun think he will add her.. dun EVEN think! Na.... Haiz! My feeling alwys wrong rite?! Grrrrrr.. Suan le ba! Stop thinking.. Stop thinking... Huuuu huuhuu~ GOOD! :)

I like Nikhun!! Damn cute! xD

The silent sound from my heart

TooooottooooT! Wake up wake up!!!! Today feel so weird!

Janice ah, Jia Chi ah~ Dun simply think lerrr~ I'm still normal. :) Trust me babe~ Taaaaa.... :S

No special thing happen today. Normal life but more fun than last few months! x) Great!

My feeling is alwys wrong! WRONG!! Dun trust it~

Force urself to study.. Aint no good result if u keep relax.. Duhhhh~

Tomolo is friday.. :) 4 ppl b'day!! Whee~ xD

Congratez to Vivien Hew, our ketua pengwas! Michelle Han, our PPS ketua! & ofcuz Moon moon, as a bendahari for pengawas! Bcareful ur money eh~~~ xD

He got FB!! So wat?! Am not going to add him wat~ ==

STONE INSIDE MY HEART!

Raining day~~I sleep like a pig! Although the alarm clock keep ring n ring but i'm still in my dream! x) I thought i can skip skul today but suddenly my mum call my phone~ I was so shocked! [ Cuz she is in the hospital ] Gosh~~ I quickly pick up n my mum said : "Jv ah.. 6o'clock edy wor~ Faster wake up! Call daddy fetch u ah~" LOL~ when i listened her voice, my tears like wanna fall out! She is in the hospital! N she still remember to call me wake up in the morning! OMG! I dunno wan to reply wat.. Mummy, thxx for everything! Really... I'll appreciate it~ :)

Skul.... Peng Yee get high fever! Haiz~~ I dunno whether izit my fault? But i ask many ppl especially my mum they said wont get effect de.. Argh! Hope as u guys said?! LOL~

Pls take good care of urself~ dun sick again k?! & oso, b strong! But dun to strong~

[ sumtimes, smiling is pretending! ]

Nxt week exam!!! Gosh~ I dun even touch my exercise book.. Need to type dokumentasi for laporan again.. & moral folio? BM folio?Others hw lerr??!! OMG! Really got many many things haven finish & settle~ Haiz.. Help me pls! Doraemon~ I wish to have one! T__T

Stay far far from the comp!!! My mum said.. Start from nxt week, i juz can touch the comp for half n hour! I dunno whether i can do it a not?! But.. End year exam is coming.. Is time to prepare~ Gah yaw!!!!! Haiz~ Can change bo?! Can?! SURE!!!! :) xD

The big big stone in my heart is.......

CJH T_T

Dream

Oh god!!! My dream~~~ I thought i was dreaming on tat time~ But... now, i'm really wearing pps clothes! N my dream come true.. it was bcum a ketua disiplin! Damn shocked man..... xD Everybody dun even think of tat. Hmm.. me too~ Really wan to thxx all my seniors to give me a chance..

Senior Ai dee & Senior Jia Qian, u guys dun worry! I'll do my best :) Although i knw its really hard from the beginning but I'll fight for it :D Thxx for ur support.. i really appreciate it :)

Oh haha! YJV ah~ i'm so lazy!!! Damn much hw din finish.. addicted to fb is a kesalahan tat can cause u die man~ Trust me :( I'm dead. x(

LOL~ to b honest, i'm really very playful! Damn like to make ppl angry~ ohahaha! I knw i must change edy.. TT [ old jv, i'll miss u... dun worry! Xiu xiu~~ Faster go away... New JV is on the way!] Argh!!!! I'm crazy @_@

I love skul life?! xD

Fake

Dun try to understand me!!! I'll suffer~

I'm tired for everything~ alwys pretend i'm happy?! I'm not really happy..==

LOL~ Y am i so negative thinking de??!! Actually I should change my mind.. so tat i can lead a happy life?? Not really rite?! Everybody leave me alone.. 1 2 3 go away liao~ T__T

Oh ya, last few days i join volunteer work wit ke xin, yi ling, kah herng & bob.. Actually i'm not volunteer... v juz go there n help if they need us.. So happy huh?! Leong Kah Herng!! Finally come n c us dy.. Got hair edy.. "handsome" wor~ x) LOL... U ah!! stop bully me lo.. Malu eh~ T__T

teeheehee ^__^ yesterday!! I met him in society!!! Damn happy leh!! I'm not in love wit him la.. seriously!! I juz dunno y will so happy only.. LOL! N yeah!! Ke Xin & yi ling ah.. I juz envy his hand la... he play drums very well!! x_X

Okay, today i din go to take my report card! I dun wan my mum sad la weih~ i'll try my best to get good marks in final exam!! Mummy, sorry T__T

CraZZZZiiiiiEEEE YoNG~

I'm happy!!! Bcuz of my dearest Ke xin lorr~ Bside her who can make me so happy?? HAHA!!! Yay!!! Is going her house tomolo.. Can ply her piano liao~ I'm already told her everything tat happen to me & ofcuz CJH de things.. She told me everything tat happen to her too.. hehe^__^ Both of us dun have secret de lorr~ I love her & she love me.. deeply [as a fren la].. XDD I'm really appreciate to have such a good fren.. nanana~ yi ling dun jelous ya~ haha XD

Oh ya, Teachers day was so damn fun!!! AWESOME teachers day...=D All performance was very nice & v take a lot pic.. teeeheehee^^ Carmen said she wanna do one video abt 4 SC 2.. I'm totally agree wit her lo~ Form 4 life is actually very fun.. but HW & exam drive us crazy.. haha!

Janice!! Sara!!! V planning to go sara house during holiday!! &..V gonna do sumthing tat under 18 not allow to do de~ XDXD [secret] Imma so bad!!! HAHA!!

Yeah, Love is pain XD----> from Big bang, LIes

LOL... dun care edy~ I'm not sad & angry.. Dun apologize to me.. its too late! My heart die =]

No EMO, No Cry.. I keep my promise not to cry when u leave!!! XD I DO IT!!! Cuz i knw wat will happen... To b honest, dis is not the 1st time.. =]

Exam drive me crazy.. Physic, add maths~ sure die! LOL

!!!!! I cant believe exam is end!!! Oh no, i got account tomolo =[ U guys can slp till afternoon nia~ T__T After tomolo, IS TIME TO RELAX!!! Since my time is full of tuition.. Finally got time to play edy.. Am not going anywhere.. juz stay at home eat, slp comp, tv.. nth to do~ LOL

Honestly, i'm really happy with life tat rush like hell~ Can ignore many thing~ especially the feeling.. Wont miss ur smile, ur sound, ur noob face anymore.. I have my own life.. & i knw wats important to me..

Oh ya, sum1 told me [ Time can change everything]---> totally agree.. Dun worry, i'm strong =]

T_T

Whole week exam!!! >_<>

Ok Ok.. First!!!! Chemistry is a bit hard.. But is more better than Bio! Bio is so so so damn damn damn HARD!!! For paper 2 & 3.. The structure question is making me crazy..>_<>

Oh ya~ Today rite, i saw him at society~ teeheehee^_^ I'm happy nia~ he sit in the front roll.. cant really c his face~ but tat's enough for me.. I got CJH liao~ Later kena salah faham again..XDDD

N yea, today, my lovely ke xin call me in the morning..Keep talking abt exam~ n she bought something for me~ hmm! Is actually a pencilbox.. but......got abit childish! NVM ba.. Watever she give me i'll like with my heart, my soul & my hand! LOL =D

Oh oh, I recieve bob present edy.. almost 4 months only i dapat! Thx for the chocolate ya~ =]

Damn him! one weeks 5 day didn sms me~ should i wait? To b honest, i feel like wanna give up...

The last chance for us.. After exam, if u still like tat, I'll say BYE BYE!!!

Sweet~~

Whee~ Today mood damn good.. U knw y??? Haha.. bcuz of my dearest Ke Xin!!!!She is the only one who can make me smile truly... Smile through my heart! XDDD

今天是本小姐这几个月来最最最开心的一天吧.. 又见到可欣, 启月姐姐!!! 还有家博和泽扬..好久好久没有这么开心了.. 启月姐姐问我是不是失恋??hmm~ 我像吗??哈哈.. 没有啦... [我真的没有] 相信我吧.. 家博呢!看到他就想笑.. 不懂做么啦!! 还有泽扬啊.. 他要去英国了.. 祝他顺顺利利吧=]

哈哈!!! 接下来就是可欣啦!!!今天啊..我妈咪, 我和她一起去吃东西..嘻嘻^^我们两个拼命叫了很多东西吃.. 有素炒饭,宫煲鸡饭,法兰斯土司,香蕉ice-cream,杏仁茶喝奶茶.. 饱到!!!!我都吃不下了.. 她就使出绝招!!!那就是喂我吃.. malu dao~~~ 我妈咪都没眼看~哈哈!!!最后我们一人一口吃个精光.. 撑死我啦!!可是超开心的啦~XDDD 有她在,就算失去所有东西都会开心... =D

我....................太开心啦!!!!!

不打了.. 读书咯~读书咯~=]

泪

我好想大哭一场.. 可是想想, 你真的有那么重要吗??我不懂到底什么原因你不回我..可是我真的等到累了.. 曾经说过会坚持的我, 说过不会放弃你, 说过只有你的我.. 我说过的都做到了.. 你呢?你竟然怀疑我?而且不是第一次.. 我对你来说是这样的人吗?我真的累了.. 一直重看我们之间发的信息,一直回忆着那甜蜜的感觉.. 你知道吗? 你一封信息可以让我开心一个星期..那你呢?？

为什么我要酱笨??我真的没想到我会有一段酱悲的经历.. 以前只会笑的我在那里? 最没有烦恼的我又在那里?? 最不会胡思乱想的我在那里?? 我失去了自我.. 我要寻找那个以前的我.. 有可能吗??你的影响力真的有这么大吗?? 啊!!!! 我到底在想些什么??为什么偏偏在考试的时候才发生啊??特地的吗??

算了, 这不是埋怨的时候!!! 下一次, 下下一次.. 没有人!绝对没有人可以那么轻易的破坏我的生活!!!!!!不可能有..我已经封闭了我的心!!! 想玩我?? 下一世吧..............

6 day edy...

Wish u gud luck in ur exam =] I got nothing to say to u edy..

Ouch!!!!Am so damn sad... haha! But i knw the way to recover my 疤痕.. LOL

Having a good time wit all my dearest fren.. But they leave me alone T_T

So damn lonely without them... *sob sob*

I'm smiling.... I'm happy.... So damn happy... dun worry bout me..

I should put more effort in my study but not U! *nod nod*

I knw man~ =]

Its over

面具

不是每个人都能得到一次机会, 错过了就是错过了.. 不能埋怨,不能生气.. 伤了就是伤了~ 不能再找借口.. Love is like a glass, easy to break but not easy to fix it~ U get wat I means?

Today I start my new life.. am sad but i should pretend happy infront of my family.. feel so frustrated, hopeless & sad.. damn disappointed~ sorry...

从此以后, 我不会再相信别人说的话.. 你!!! 真是.... 一道疤痕啊!! 不希望再见到你了.. 也不会再提你的东西.. 有关你的人, 事, 物 我全都不想再看到, 听到!!!!你真的...啊!! 真糟糕..... 我都不懂做么会相信你..我到底发什么神经啊?? 浪费了两个月的时间来做那些无谓的东西, 想那些不可能发生的事情, 问那些没意义的东西... 我真得很笨咧!!! 啊!!!!真的想象不到.... 我醒了醒了!!!!

算了, 我是时候收拾心情面对下个星期的考试.. 心该定下来了.. 过去的我也不想再提, 不想再回忆!

YJV~ 长大了哦!! =]

I'm waiting

wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait

haiz~

answer answer answer answer answer answer

haiz~

disappointed disappointed disappointed disappointed

haiz~

enough enough enough enough enough

>_<

你到底还要不要我啊??!!!! >_<

aiyayayaya~ i'm sorry babe~ x)

昨天我去可欣家.. 那傻婆弹钢琴给我听啊.. 其实满好听啦可是我特地说像噪音.. 气死她!!! 哈哈

对了, 她答应我明年一定学会我喜欢的那首歌... 我期待期待哦~ XDDD 爱死她了[放心, 我不是同性恋] 哈哈.. =D 从小到大跟她在一起是最开心的.. 很真实的快乐, 很单纯的友谊, 很快乐的童年, 即使吵架也是最甜蜜的回忆, 就算一个月没见面我们都有很多话题.. 她是我最美丽,最聪明,最可爱,最野蛮,最强悍,最疼我,最暴力,最特别,在一起最开心没有顾虑的可欣.. 没有人比得过她呢!!噢, 对了!! 还有我宝贝怡陵啦.. 我们三个在一起一定讲个不停, 吃个不停, 打个不停, 拍个不停, 甜言蜜语多到不行.. 哈哈!!! 好想念他们呢!! 在等着机会一起玩呢.. 期待这次假期..=D

我已经尽力让你知道我对你的感觉了.. 可以不要再怀疑我吗?? 我只是要一个快乐甜蜜的感情..

为什么每次谈天一定吵架啊?? 好希望你每天都可以和我谈天... 我太在意了啦.. 明知道不可能长久的还这么认真.. 说起来, 你好象是我第一个真心的咧.. 要说是你改变我了吗?? hmm~

真的真的很想放弃了... 可是我还不懂原因为什么我想放弃..

我在逃避吗?? 我们在见面会是几时??

椰子：喜与人为伴 / 情绪起伏大

　　　　天生害怕孤独，经常要有朋友在身边陪伴，性格上也较为孩子气，对于恋爱，只求开心，很少想及将来，最重要是开开心心一起。不过遇到问题出现时，很少愿意主动提出，只懂逃避是你一向的处事作风，而且情绪起伏很大，令身边的人都感到难以适应，更会吓怕别人，不敢与你亲近。对于恋人更甚，你认为恋人是自己最亲的人，开心与不开心都应该和她(他)分享，其实这种想法没有对或错，只是你的表达方法有点过了火，令对方受不了，最终也会因而离开你。

　　与椰子拍拖秘诀：要与孩子气的椰子拍拖，那对方必须是一个成熟的人，懂得照顾及保护椰子，椰子能够受到保护，感觉到有安全感，自然地便会一心一意对你，一段长久的恋爱便可以因此而发生

很准啊!!! >_<

Hmm~

I miss him more than he miss me.. LOL!!!!!!

Nvm.. this feeling is gonna disappear very fast..

dun wan think abt u liao.. dun wan dun wan dun wan!!!!

U dare to forget me!! WTH~ am i important to u? I dont think so lo...

U dun take it serious i oso dun wan take it serious!!!

Dont balme me.... is ur fault...==

Dare to lie me... haiz~

Y am i so stupid go n trust u huh??!! LOL!!!!!! Damn angry de lo.......

But wat to do?!

when the feeling is disappear, it means GOODBYE!

No, i still miss u....... T_T [ i'm damn stupid]

Y?? Y?? Y??? u so easy to get the place.. but y u treat me like tat huh?

Ur fren thought i got others boy.. am i tat bad?

Not bcuz of others ppl lo... the problem is.. I REALLY DUNNO WAT R U THINKING!

wat am i actually in ur heart? an item? or something tat can let u happy when u c i'm sad?

is tat happy when u c i'm sad?

or actually v're juz plying???

u juz wan to try the feeling only rite? Then congratulation lo.. u success liao ==

Or mayb.. dis is not the right time v start.............................................

空

心很空...

很纳闷.. 之前很讨厌你的.. 现在我们却xxx了~~

真奇怪.. 我还是不能相信你.. 对不起~ 其实我没有理由不相信你可是心里就是有很多疑问

每次你要我问你的时候我又问不出.. 到底怎么啦??? 你很单纯.. 太单纯了~ 因为你太好了让我觉得自己很坏..

不是不<3你..>

在学校, 无论是下雨, 和朋友看彩虹, 在班上一个人时都会想到你.. 就连晚上看到星星也会想到你..

那你呢?? 我太在意了.. 朋友们都知道吧..

i should not alwys mention ur name... u knw i miss u~ tat means i'm stupid =]

Panic

Exam is coming.. LOL!! focus focus focus~ but i'm still thinking him... >_<

useless... haiz~

Rain.. rainbow~ star hide =[

sun.. smiling~ star shining =]

I miss ke xin, yi ling, kah herng, kah bob, hui ting, Qi yue jie jie, Hui rou jie jie, jing quan...

and yea, Ai xhin, shu phing, jia ying, shan shan, Vincent, rabbit & Jhong =]

LOL!!! am so crazy nia x)))

wish to c u guys...=]

*twinkle twinkle little star*

teeheehee x))))

Imma happy today.. Bio exhibition is quite success..=D But will do more good on Friday..

4 Sc 2 Fighting AzA aZa~ V r da best! wheee~~~~

i trust u.. and i promise wont EMO when chat wit u!!! Kinda miss u =]

YJV!!! gahyaw arh!!! Try my best to reach my goal~ juz fight fight fight~ wont cry anymore.. *smile smile* xD

I miss Ke xin & Yi ling sooooooooo much.... cant wait to meet U 2 on nxt sunday.. i knw u miss me too... ^^

Sad

Damn sad, damn disappointed, damn furious, damn damn damn blur!!!!!>_<

keep control my tears not to fall in front of u! LOL!!!! I lose dy..

I'm useless.....

having fun? am i happy? am i really happy? y should i smile happily?

To b honest, i'm really scare.... u guys knw rite? and yea, thx for remind me not to eat this drink tat.. really thx.. janice ah janice, peng yi ah peng yi........ i scare la!! I dun wan suffer like dis.. i scare pain, hate drink medicine, hate ppl touching me.. hate hate hate!

i try my best to live happy.. NO!!! Keep away from me...... dun come into my life.. dun make my life dark.. i want bright fortune, bright life..

XXX

最近过得很不开心.. 也许是因为开始不听老师教书, 功课开始不会做, 心也开始不定...

怎么办?? 我其实很害怕因为考试要到了.. 不想有不及格的科目.. 可是心一直定不下来~~

想不用电话了因为影响真的很大.. 一星期用三次.. 和他一样.. 我做到吗??

救命啊!!!! 心很乱很乱... 会长说要读好书只能把心定下来可是最近很多事情发生了.. 每天晚上都胡思乱想.. 没有一个肯定的答案弄到我很乱.. 没有就没有, 有就有~不要说还有..

我会很快放弃的.. 你知道的.. 来得快也可以去得快~ 不轮到我不放下

爱一个人会闷吗??明知道不可能还要继续吗?? 放弃不是更好吗?? y should suffer like dis? =[