失去

人生有太多事情都不能再等待

看了那短片 才知道我们已经来不及了

有太多的迷惑在我们身边围绕着

影响着我们

人心本是善良的 为什么会变成这样呢?

古代人的人心纯朴  现代的人刚好相反

可是我们又该如何改变呢?

重来

如果所有事情都能重来
我们又会不会犯同样的错?
人生就是这样的不是吗?
每一个人都会隐藏自己最真的部分
能怪谁呢?


如果当时我相信你
如果当时我没认识他们
如果我接你的电话
如果我没有猜疑

那现在的结果还是一样吗?

真的后悔了

可又能怎么样呢?

我想起了

我以为我放下了

结果还是一样一直骗自己

现在的你一定不记得我了

真笨

对不起



我又想你了 :(

Lifeless.

Depressed. 

Fuck those who alwys create non-sense thing.

Wat do u wan from me?

U hate me alot. 

Who doesnt knw?

i knw wat u had told them.

So wat? 

God knws wat r u doing!

To those who trusted her de.

Go check ur brain lar!!!!

Wat's the point to become best fren without trusting each other?

Did u hear i back stab u?

Or u listened from others?

N y dont u come n ask me?

U dont even trust me but u go n tell others v're best fren n i hurt u alot?

Summore ask ur mum to check me!

Dont think u're the one who get hurt n i owe u alot!

I wont pay back n apologize! 

Wat u two wanna do is up to u!

But one thing i'm gonna tell u is

DONT EVER THINK U CAN BREAK MY FRIENSHIP WIT HER ANYMORE!

CUZ SHE IS NOT LIKE U! 

Dream

Dream.
I dream every night.
Started to think do dreams foretell the future?
Why do we dream what we dream, wat does it mean?
LOL. Seems more confuse.
Izit the reason bcuz i think a lot in the day n dream at night? LOL
someone tell me y pls.

Today Merentas desa!!
I nvr participate in bcuz i sprain my leg! WTF!
Skip chemist tuition. So bad XD
But really feel tired. TT
Today interview the form 1 & 2!!
I almost fall asleep u knw!
I dunno whether they are too nervous or really dunno wat i'm asking them!
Keep saying, Err.. Er.. Tak tau, I dunno, i dun have ==
Wasted my time. ==
 Skip skip

There is a big big stone in my heart.
Err... Err...
Haiz.
I dream a lot!
DREAM! But still, i dunno i was dreaming at tat time.
My feeling come suddenly n disappear very fast.
Its sound so random.
Oh! I jus remember I'm the RANDOM QUEEN among my frens.
Really random!!

Wat is the different between daydream n nightdream? LOL==
Dream again XD

Need u now

when things happen in a sudden, only I knw wat i want is actually U.
LOL.==
I miss the life in centre.
Juz cross my mind very suddenly.
looking at the contact num.
searching for yi ping, wen xing..
Wanna give them a call.
But they juz called me yesterday.
Feel so hyper when listen their voice. Haha.
Flash back the day v slp together in the bed. Five of us in one Queen size bed, i think. Haha.
ARGH! Miss them sooo much.
Can i go back to the past?
I rather stayed  in the past!
I hate my life now.
Especially wit my father!
Feel like wanna running out from my home!!
Aunt Jun said dis is an exam I should pass it.
If I can pass this exam, I can bcome a very good counselor in the future.
Sound so easy?

Be grateful

Be grateful.
It sound so hard for me. Actually.
Back from centre, things doesnt go smoothly than I thought.
Fine. As my mum said, dont look back to the past.
The past is the past.

Re-open skul.
Its really fun to b wit my fren.
Hw getting more n more.
Many many ppl told me this year is an important year for me.
I knw.
But I really dun have the feeling to study.
Or should I say i dun have a dream to achieve.
i feel lost now.
Really dunno wat to do.


Be a responsible child n oso a student.
This is wat I have learnt from there.
Is now trying to be.
:)

T_________T

LOL~
My holiday~~~~~~
I spent my holiday in centre.
Volunteer work again.
But damnnnnnn happy man!
Although i alwys kena tipu by them. XD

Argh!!
Form 5 life is started from today!
My brain is going to explode. Not now. But later. ==
Booooooo!!!!!!!
Need to focus on my study liao.
Thought can go for volunteer on every sat & Sun.
But....
Haiz
SPM is more important!

Receive many message from them.
They said they very miss the life in centre.
Me too.
Live without stress.
Play happily, Learn many things from each other, smile together, cry together.
Haiz.
There is nobody going to play with me like dis in skul.
There is only  competition in each other.
Haiz.

I'm still standing in the junction.
Dunno where to go.
No direction.
sum1 help me pls?